kerouac's IT lives inside me n in my sweetheart's home

jukebox : darlin sweet fm- mr grey, pink n black i love you to bits

the goddess of good karma has hit some bad karma
she lost her sweetheart's 100 bill
her sweetheart couldnt find it in her da vinci code
he inspires her she inspires him
she loves him he likes her
she thinks about him he composes her a message
it's karma it's dejavu it's fate it's impossible it's crazy it's beautiful
this shared love of the beautiful people of the mystical island of silver surf and padi pastures
this shared love of guided chaos, weighted justice, hated love,
it's yin yang it's tit tat, it's amon lisa
it's what you make of it
it's what she believes in so darn much it feeds her soothes her inspires her
it's what he believes in so darn much it suns him, carresses him shakes him
she believes in IT
he believes in IT
she shouts IT off roof tops
she dreams IT everynight

but she fears that IT might be lost
she fears that apathy might win apathy
she fears the march's hot dreams will be quenched by april's cold showers
but she no longer fears for her heart
it is strong n unlaced with envy
but she no longer fears for her head
it is inspired guided by HIM
and she no longer fears the unknown
and she no longer fears the solitude of life without her lovelies
she no longer fears
because her she has found the island of her dreams that strikes all fear away

delicious moments of today have nourished her heart for unknown tomorrows
painful memories of past have prepared her heart for certain heartbreak

"i'd rather die happy"
"we live alone and we die alone"
"i'm too crazy for this island"

i trust my dreams
i trust god
i trust him

i've never felt this way before and i'm glad

love,
eperdu