raison d'etre

jukebox : jack's voice on sweet music waxing lyrical bout banana pancakes(rumbling in me tummy danke mezza9 et evangeline de londres)


i wanna have jack's babies
we will meet lock eyes and fall MADLY in love cos all he will wanna do for the rest of his life is get caught in my magnet tar pit trap and bring sweet babies to my heart shaped box and write sweet lullabies for our children who will only fall asleep to my voice carressing his lush guitars

im a witch scorned off a myriad of unrequitted love affairs and my manic spells will bring any man to his knees

jack jeff james joe the j's that quide my life
some people you know for life
some people you know for a REASON
moi et tim = the glimmer of intellectual leads to good whoopie + his priceless advice
moi et dindin = dejavu of lght streaming through square window + his TRUE love
moi et adik di = poptart
moi et london = path to god
moi et bali = path through god to jeff
moi et james = insight into the english bukowski mind + be strong SISTA be strong
moi et joe = INDO ROCK my destiny n my dream
moi et jack = beautiful babies
moi et jeff = truelove.goodkarma.dejavu.multipleclimaxes

people talkin keep me alive
"shit man guess what we were caught in a mini tsunami"(zul - 26.12.2004 - london/phuket)
"clamedia you?who knows, i had 2 take 2 pills.adios, kiss" (jochem- 18.9.2005 - amsterdam/singapore)
"needed a bit of thrills n spills from a hardcore pusha temptress" (yazay- 01.8.2005 - singapore/singapore)
"jika aku berada di tepi pantai sekarang..akanku tiup belon warna-warni,aku akan terjun ke dalam air pantai yang masin, ku tahannafas di dalamnya seketikadan bangkit terus dengan sebuah senyuman eterniti" (sha-14.7.2005)
"i just woke up. what time do u fly?" (jeff - 24.12.2005- 1439 - bali/singapore)
"kamu juga. sorry i missed you. i left the bar early last night, feeling weak. did you have good holiday?"(jeff-24.12.2005- 1639- bali singapore)
"dinner was good that was your present!hope you have a good 1 and joyce did like her present that was very sweet x " (jeff-26.12.2006 - 1507 bali/singapore)
"my juicy bit misses your juicy bits. happy new year x " (jeff-30.12.2005- 1523 bali/singapore)
"your friends came tonight. sorry i miss them x "(jeff 03.01.2006 - 2047 bali/sg)
"they come back tomorrow at 3 but i not here. tell them to leave here x "(jeff -03.01.2006 21:11 bali/sg)
"are your friends going to my bar at 3? if so, i go there x "(jeff-04.04.2006 12:52 bali/sg)
"i here at 2 mins to 3 and yr friends already leave parcel! Thank you x x "(jeff-04.01.2006 14:01 bali/sg)
"Quality x x x" (jeff-04.01.2006 14:13 bali/sg)
"So i no good? - not full bodied!" (jeff-04.01.2006 19:36 bali/sg)
"L mu no 1 du dunia" (jeff-04.01.2006 20:09 bali/sg)
"saya belum minium. tdk sama jus mu (jeff-05.01.2006 00:28 bali/sg)
"Ma af x"(jeff-05.01.2006 01:00 bali/sg)
"I am enjoying it. Its almost as tasty as ... x " (jeff-07.01.2006 04:25 bali/sg)
"Thank you for your honesty/information.Respect x "(jeff-07.01.2006 13:09 bali/sg)
"Seriously. Thank you for telling me. Many would not bother. x x x " (jeff-07.01.2006 13:17 bali/sg)
"No prob big L. Besok ok x "(jeff-07.01.2006 18:54 bali/sg)
"Babe. Whats the name of .. Guess you had a good night x "(jeff-08.01.2006 16:54 bali/sg)
"You can phone at 8pm or sms x" (jeff-08.01.2006 17:53 bali/sg)
"The sun bit will be easy. Thanks x " (jeff-08.01.2006 20:16 bali/sg)
"Thats wa to me :p"(jeff-08.01.2006 20:21 bali/sg)
"the word is pronounce!" (jeff-08.01.2006 22:08 bali/sg)
"Yes. Expensive for indo but better safe than sorry x "(jeff-11.01.2006 20:35 bali/sg)
"Yes. Big L sounds good x "(jeff-26.01.2006 18:25 bali/sg)
"Tastes., looks smells good"(jeff-26.01.2006 20:54 bali/sg)
"BAd news from michelle I think martin got 30 yr"(jeff-26.01.2006 21:04 bali/sg)
"Bali is quiet, always in Feb. Cc is doing just fine tho. How are you? " (jeff-09.02.2006 18:50 bali/sg)
"Saya baik, apa kabar kamu ? Had yr .. lately?" (jeff-25.02.2006 09:55 bali/sg)
"You need sex.Good sex. Rent a place in ul Uw at u and buy me dinner in jim and i am yours :p (jeff-27.02.2006 20:50 bali/sg)
"You have black book! None like me tho x" (jeff-27.02.2006 22:17 bali/sg)
"Oh lord, I want you NOW!" (jeff-28.02.2006 00:59 bali/sg)
"OK i drunk x " (jeff-28.02.2006 01:05 bali/sg)
"I want you to come and I can promise you a good time but I have to look after my life after you have been. Come please x " (jeff-23.03.2006 02:48 bali/sg)
"I love the idea of you coming. Mid week just makes it difficult. but I try ok x "(jeff-03.03.2006 03:03 bali/sg)
"Please do not change yr mind. I want to see you. (jeff-03.03.2006 04:04 bali/sg)
"You will. Come here. I will give you all the attention I can x x " (jeff-03.03.2006 05:35 bali/sg)
"I want you! So much. Please come x x "(jeff-03.03.2006 06:11 bali/sg)
"Are you still talking to me?" (jeff-03.03.2006 20:17 bali/sg)
"Ok safe journey x "(jeff-11.03.2006 16:58 bali/sg)
"Already home x " (jeff-14.03.2006 00:15 BALI/BALI)
"Me too. Enjoy x " (jeff-16.03.2006 03:08 bali/sg)
"My bed has finally ..... up!Only good memories left x "(jeff-16.03.2006 09:03 bali/sg)
"How are you?Just finished the Di Vinci code, no ref to $100 bills in there!"(jeff-20.03.2006 14:45 bali/sg)
"Thanks for Nyepi greetings. How are you?" (jeff-31.03.2006 16:40 bali/sg)
"Of course not. Big L x "(jeff-31.03.2006 22:19 bali/sg)
"No baby you folded it up and put it in yr bag or purse. . I think x "(jeff-01.04.2006 12:31 bali/sg)
"Good. If I help you have good dreams I am happy x "(jeff-02.04.2006 17:59 bali/sg)
"Yes honey. She here now x "(jeff-02.04.2006 18:53 bali/sg)
"I feel bad. Not good. You were doing me a favour." (jeff-05.04.2006 00:58 bali/sg)
"You are strange girl. But we both know that x "(jeff-05.04.2006 01:57 bali/sg)

we live alone we die alone

love n light,
eperdu