disconnect

lost my will to dream
lost somewhere in the clouds
lost my faith in the dream
lost all desire all will
no reason to go on
no inspiration
why can't i see what i used to see
for what it is
why do i only want to see the dream
old jaded tired
only sleep and uninspiring dreams
i need something
only i do not know what
stuck on repeat of old habits
i thought died
need new eyes
need new heart that has forgotten all
need to forget the dream that is now a
nightmare haunting
heart, can you hear me?
please disconnect?