envy

jukebox : adorable's sunshine smile

twilight agction girl vs poptart would have ended by now

this green eyed monster put me to sleep early tonight
oh well whatever nevermind

this song saved me sunday night

And then she smiled
Just for fraction of a little while
And everything was warm again inside
She's got a sunshine smile
The kind that warms up the corners of my cold room
She's got a sunshine smile
The kind that makes you forget again

Sunshine smiiiiiile
Sunshine smiiiiiiile
Sunshine smile
Sunshine smile

And then she said
"If I'm going to be someone else
I'd rather be somebody else with you"
That's exactly how I felt
How does it feel?

The way I feel
Doesn't feel quite real
How does it feel to feel?
She's got a sunshine smile
The kind that warms up the corners of my cold room
She's got a sunshine smile
The kind that makes you forget again

Sunshine smile
Sunshine smile
Sunshine smile
Sunshine smile

And then she said
"If I'm gonna someone else
I'd rather be somebody else with you"
That's exactly how I felt aaaa
How does it feel to feel?
And for that one short while
It was as if she'd only just learned how to smile


then she smiles
just a fraction
she's got a sunshine smile

love and other indoor sports,
jah

supersize me poptart!!!

pearl jam - alive
soundgarden - outshined
belly - feed the tree
rem - what's the frequency kenneth
jane's addiction - been caught stealing
postal service - such great heights
le tigre - deceptacon
firehouse - don't treat me bad
dinosaur jr - feel the pain
sonic youth - 100%
nirvana - lithium
skid row - i remember you
weezer - hash pipe
mars volta - ??
gnr - paradise city
futureheads - meantime
hot hot heat - goodnight goodnight
lali puna - micronomic
joy division - she's lost control
fischerspooner - 15th day
pulp - something changed
nouvelle vague - love will tear us apart
deathcab for cutie - sound of settling

words inspire

jukebox : futon's hubble

hello i'm hubble
watching you from my bubble
way up here in the sky
counting the years as they go by

from my perspective
things are a little perplexing
and i guess i know the reason why
counting the years as they go by

the big bang you say bang bang
and GOD goes out out of the window
the big bang you say bang bang
and GOD goes in into a black hole

into the mind with what the eyes have seen

in my sleep i live

post poptart roadtrip
jayfayenfen with jazz ?????
jackpot or just a pipe dream?

moi driving aournd getting lost and stretching the time
as always
talks of nudist colonies and warm and fuzzy hugs
descending to warm and fuzzy kisses
and the feeling ohhh the feeling

this f.e.e.l.i.n.g. called l.o.v.e
so vivid and pure i felt in the dream
surely it has to come from somewhere?
is it from my deep seated desire
or is it from my past life?
or is it a hint from my dear friend kismet
that the best is yet to come?

so intense i didnt wanna wake

to all tomorrow's parties,
jah

dear you've lost the plot

jukebox : royskopp track 15
mis en scene : iggy

tweaking the knobs of fate
twisting my leap of faith
relishing each moment of day
giving ourselves away

lost in the plot
feels the same yet its not
lost in the mire
dun wanna lose my fire

double clapping our blues away
tapping on every thing you say
keeping my loins at bay
i just want you to stay

lost in the plot
feels the same hope its not
lost in the mire
just wanna taste your fire

borrowing his puck

jukebox : jesus jones' right here right now

i was alive and i'm waiting for this

how apt these words
to describe the burn burn of roman candles
the mantra i stubbornly adhere to in my life

wanton friday night at the arts house
warm wicked and whacked out
cherry you pulled out a great one mann dear

the blue conference with paus saf n alvin
installation art : senget progressing to pecah
smooth electro sounds to whet the appetite
rediscovering dnb yet again thanks to kiat
shout out to that killer trancey first track

frances pharmer paid chatsfatsworthforth a visit
slowcore at its best

abso-fucking-lutely perfect saturday afternoon with haji lane
dress shopping and loin gazing
now truck fucking with my idols
return to fall
i am david sparkle
the sounds of bittersweet post modern never carressed me so sweet

you are the sunshine of my life
my sweet sweet music

love and other indoor sports,
jah

goldie stained by bjork's magic

jukebox : hush the dead are dreaming (furniture)

last weekend warrants a post

wired ice cream antics at barbeque
the tar expose
the suubsequent need to erase that memory
the haze of goldie and the operation
the shall we have a kiosk fiasco
the sunday multi storey binge
the sunday bloody sunday pafarafanoifoiafa
the sobering return to Him as the dead lay there dreaming

hush hush calls out that little voice inside me
it's time for quiet shanti
enough of all this tomfoolery
i just want to be with me

love n other indoor sports,
jah

love and gasoline

jukebox : sigur ross - agaetis byrjun

hey nat, this post's for you, since you asked

but this post is inspired by pearl's comment on this blog
she sign's off as love and gasoline

love and gasoline
love and rockets

i dunno what literary term you would call these word pairs i sure am no lit student
but what i would call 'em : postmodern dipole text twist (PDTT)

what's a PDTT

milk and kisses
love and gasoline
coffee and tv


what's NOT a PDTT

coffee and cigarettes


POPTART IS :
People got drunk, fell in love, fell over things, realised the power of communication, played popstar and groupie for the night, and something nearly changed.

- Matt haynes (one half of sarah records)

notes from 41 sometime back

i landed on disappointment
destiny has caught me
dreaming of abandonment
in his mayonaise

jukebox juggernaut

jukebox : unkle never never land album

tonight's poptart was amazing. it has reached this plateau where we don't need huge rowdy and sweaty crowds anymore. we just need a damn good bunch of people emanating good vibes. that's it.
i'm proud of my set too.

royksopp- track 1
orbital - beached
postal service - the district sleeps alone tonight (dj downfall persistent beat mix)
and now for the life of me i can't rememeber the rest for sure
but all i know is that i ended my first set with : sonic youths - teenage riot

everybody's talking bout a summer vacation

and the Operation went supremely well. on task and perfectly placed this masterplan slowly unfolds in its anonymity.

Sunday Bloody Sunday Morning Karaoke Session @ Newton ended with Nat singing Johnny Boy - abso-fucking-lutely P.E.R.F.E.C.T.

and now my mind is in this state where all I need to do is change the pace

Notes from the illuminati pusha hardcore tempress poptart goddess :

1. Poptart should have a dancer-> GO ask Ema for Zouk's Sept 10 gig

2. PoptartOut (the Straits Records Chapter)

3. Mixed Media Mixing (needs deft fingers and feet!!!)

4. Poptart Poll 13 Aug. Question : Do you think Ritchie Edwards is dead??

Results :
Yes : 7 Popsluts
No : 20 Popsluts
No Comment : 1 Popslut by the name of Toby

5. Joe's teeshirt is awesome. just ask Razi


and now my endless pursuit of perfection continues as i sign off into my truck fucked oblivion with more pusha thrills and spills to come on this sunday bloody sunday. hell FREEZES over today

love and other indoor sports,
jah

love spirals me downwards

now sound: furniture's hush the dead are dreaming

these past weekend was testament to tha fact that my life has always been guided by love. and the other subtle trappings that come in the pursuit of L.O.V.E. the trappings that gingerly guide my being into that oh so very gorgeous downward spiral.

and the trappings are :
1. starting to drink cos of want to be on the same level of intoxication as the popsluts down on the floor. dancing to this F.E.E.L.I.N.G CALLED L.O.V.E

2. starting to get lazy again in a roomful of baybeats boys looking so juicy and delectable crooning to The Dears

3. starting to stay up too late on the mac simply cos i just had to keep on talking to him to feed my pophigh. the pophigh brought on by the indie circle of L.O.V.E.

am i really spiralling downwards? how could this possible be the way down when my heart feels like it wants to leap out of my chest and fly up to kiss the diamonds in the sky?

love spirals me downwards from the heaven back to YOU, my faceless love.
i hope to see you in my dreams tonight.

"last night i dreamt that somebody loved me" - last song idea for future poptarts