inVIGILant

jukebox " pumpkins' mayonaise


do you have a bali man?
innocent question
smug gesture reply
do i have a bali man?
tears well
same angle
same despair
same quandary

light up light up

jukebox : snow patrol run

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that

light up light up

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that

mobile notes from AI circa MAD may

jukebox : snow patrol run

16 may ??

would you indulge my gothic spirit with some crimson oozing tonight?
would you indulge my indie fetish with some bang cuts?
would you indulge my electro mind in some wax cues tonight?
would you indulge my cynic with some diarrhouac prose tonight?
indulge me tempt me
fire me combust me

__________________________________________________________
12may h.o.m.e.

le sacre deux c'est le mode d'emploi de ma vie
c'est ma raison d'etre
r u fahkin o.k. tonight?
peut etre k.o. ?
vraiment peut etre

________________________________________________________
8 may curb by 7-11 at LP

a i l j f
a i l m b
a i l m v
a i loves life way too much to die
way too much to sleep

caught a lite sneeze mr minnitt?
caught a lite disease mr zitch?
sleeping sleeping
eating eating
i'm sleep driving yet again
why why do you love me so
when i forget you so
much way too much gnts
much way too much a i


slothenly yours,
aida

mobile notes from AI circa MAD may

jukebox : snow patrol run

16 may ??

would you indulge my gothic spirit with some crimson oozing tonight?
would you indulge my indie fetish with some bang cuts?
would you indulge my electro mind in some wax cues tonight?
would you indulge my cynic with some diarrhouac prose tonight?
indulge me tempt me
fire me combust me

__________________________________________________________
12may h.o.m.e.

le sacre deux c'est le mode d'emploi de ma vie
c'est ma raison d'etre
r u fahkin o.k. tonight?
peut etre k.o. ?
vraiment peut etre

________________________________________________________
8 may curb by 7-11 at LP

a i l j f
a i l m b
a i l m v
a i loves life way too much to die
way too much to sleep

caught a lite sneeze mr minnitt?
caught a lite disease mr zitch?
sleeping sleeping
eating eating
i'm sleep driving yet again
why why do you love me so
when i forget you so
much way too much gnts
much way too much a i


slothenly yours,
aida

sepia heartache

jukebox : koc's manhattan skyline

oh my god your eyes..you eyes..
he says that hazy wednesday morning
he's mesmerised
after the sunrise

oh my god those eyes..those eyes
she says that manic afternoon
she has a fright
knowing of the fire
burning madly inside

oh my god those eyes..those eyes
i say deep inside my mind
looking at the sepia
i reignite sad mad

sad for the madness of those eyes
mad for the innocence lost in those eyes
innocence lost even in the sepia
so young so gone
gone that hazy morn
in the cradle of three
defiled yet villified
vengeance burns but sadness wins
doomed to an eternity of regret

love n other indoor sports,
zaza

awkward ode to 911

jukebox : ride's vapour trail

they were a vapour trail in the blue morn sky
they were fate's hail to the world waiting to die
they were waiting to exhale long before the cries
they were only following jibrail's words in their own minds

846
902

doomed numbers

song du jour
"Boys Don't Cry"
i would say i'm sorry if i thought that it would change your mind
but i know that this time i have said too much been too unkind

i would break down your feet and beg forgiveness plead with you
but i know that it's no use cuz now there's nothing i can do

i try to laugh about it
cover it all up with lies
i try to laugh about it
hiding the tears in my eyes

cuz boys don't cry
boys don't cry

i would tell you that i love you if i thought that you would stay
but i know that it's too late cuz you've already gone away

misjudged your limits
pushed you too far
I took you for granted
i thought that you needed me more, more, more, more

i would do most anything to get you back by my side
but i'll just keep on laughing
hiding the tears in my eyes

cuz boys don't cry
boys don't cry

peace,love,apathy,
jah

awkward ode to 911

jukebox : ride's vapour trail

they were a vapour trail in the blue morn sky
they were fate's hail to the world waiting to die
they were waiting to exhale long before the cries
they were only following jibrail's words in their own minds

846
902

doomed numbers

song du jour
"Boys Don't Cry"
i would say i'm sorry if i thought that it would change your mind
but i know that this time i have said too much been too unkind

i would break down your feet and beg forgiveness plead with you
but i know that it's no use cuz now there's nothing i can do

i try to laugh about it
cover it all up with lies
i try to laugh about it
hiding the tears in my eyes

cuz boys don't cry
boys don't cry

i would tell you that i love you if i thought that you would stay
but i know that it's too late cuz you've already gone away

misjudged your limits
pushed you too far
I took you for granted
i thought that you needed me more, more, more, more

i would do most anything to get you back by my side
but i'll just keep on laughing
hiding the tears in my eyes

cuz boys don't cry
boys don't cry

peace,love,apathy,
jah

aug 8 revisited

jukebox : hush the dead are dreaming

young soldier
heart burning with Malayan pride
cheeks stinging with quenched dreams
stoic resolve unfeeling
to solide through a 180 degree turn of fate
and mission
an old mantra of justice and humanity
to one of prosperity and progress
spawning children of apathy
and culture devoid
bastions of communism really
socially actually
do we sing pledges of hope
for our own sake or for his?
his empire of shared riches?
or shared devoid?
if only these untainted youth
knew of tricks and schemes
a young soldier's dream crashes and burns
into a red phoenix going where?
somewhere just i hope